New beginning.

The ups and downs... Blah blah blah, still at it.

I haven't been able to go a whole day feeling like, yeah, I can do this. The opposite side, I have gone a whole day feeling like, yeah, I definitely can not do this. I have had many of those days.

Where do I find peace?

I've been searching. I thought I found it too. But I lost it about as quickly as I found it. I always seem to do that. Have you ever been at such a low point, that no matter how much you grow, it never seems to be enough? This is where I am.

I suppose all I am told is the truth...

I have become someone else.

Nothing ever meant anything to me.

I have pushed the good away.

I only see bad and negativity.

There is something wrong with me.

Having happiness just makes me sad.

I make everything dramatic.

I cant let something stay good.

So, world, I've been told enough, and I suppose, this is who I am now.

Welcome to me.