I haven't been able to go a whole day feeling like, yeah, I can do this. The opposite side, I have gone a whole day feeling like, yeah, I definitely can not do this. I have had many of those days.
Where do I find peace?
I've been searching. I thought I found it too. But I lost it about as quickly as I found it. I always seem to do that. Have you ever been at such a low point, that no matter how much you grow, it never seems to be enough? This is where I am.
I suppose all I am told is the truth...
I have become someone else.
Nothing ever meant anything to me.
I have pushed the good away.
I only see bad and negativity.
There is something wrong with me.
Having happiness just makes me sad.
I make everything dramatic.
I cant let something stay good.
So, world, I've been told enough, and I suppose, this is who I am now.
Welcome to me.
